Saturday, March 27, 2010
It's really hard to have a real friend . But a real friend , once is enough .
For this real time , I have really feels that I have lost my real friend who I have know for one year . Words said by her yesterday night , hurt my heart deeply . For the very first time , I can feel that she's totally a changed person . No longer the girl I know , isit because the her special postition in school ? I dunno ... Or isit simply because of the mistake which I dun even know myself ? I dun have the chance to explain myself . The only thing I can do is to continue my life . Thanks to people who is bringing to help to clear the misunderstanding between us . But I think she'll feel better if she hates me . I'm fine with it . Just leave things to be like that . The wrongs has been done . It can't be taken back or un-do . Someone who is 100% close with me , out of a sudden , I can't even recongise her . I even have the doubt if thats the real her . But reasons and reasons , have tell me thats her . I'm trembling in front of the computer as she's like a total stranger to me now . Someone who trust me alot , someone who will be by my side before . I have lost her .
Goodbye my friend ... Hope you'll just be better and fly higher ...
Onli songs can express my feeling now ...
