Sunday, April 18, 2010
Fallen on the floor , standed up but still with dust all over ...
I dunno what I have been thinking before and even now . Trust someone too much that I poured almost everything out to her and yet didn't think and never think that she'll backstab me and tell all these to the outsieders and make these as a joke .
I'm regretting not to treasure the times I shared with him ...(This is the first time I'm posting about him) I didn't treasure him when we're together . Alot said that we're not suitable at all . But yet we're together once and all the day you confess to me . I didn't know what I was really happy about . But now we have all walking in our own directions . I think we're really all better ...I'm trying my hell best to not focus about anything except my studies but I still seems to have fell in love with him ... Only some close friends now know who's the person is ... I really hope they wouldn't betray me ...
I fell in love with Choi Minho too ~ Or maybe should I say SHINee? Minho,Jonghyun,Taemin,Luo Zhixiang,Huang HongSheng,and more who I cannot remember suddenly has become the idols of my life ...
I have to say that I'm not copying anyone to fell in love with anyone of the above .(Just in case)